This is Gonna Hurt

Well, I've been trying to write for the last week but nothing has come to mind. I'm working on my 20th lyric of the challenge and I cannot seem to get my ideas across. Well, this isn't a fun one, but I'm going to just roll with this idea and see where it leads...
Female Country Ballad

This is Gonna Hurt
© 2011 Chelsey Sears

In the back of my mind
I knew this day would come
When he would look at me and smile
Tell me he found someone
That I'd tell him I was happy
That he deserved the best
But never in a million years
Did I think it'd feel like this

I can see that look
Dancing in his eyes
And I know he's gonna fall
It's just a matter of time
So I'll just keep playin' the good friend
And I'll brace for the worst
'Cause this is gonna hurt

As long as I can remember
I've looked up to him
Like a big brother
Back when we were kids
He was my shoulder to cry on
When Johnny broke my heart
Now his life is coming together
And I'm fallin' apart

'Cause I see that look

Dancing in his eyes

And I know he's gonna fall

It's just a matter of time

So I'll just keep playin' the good friend

And I'll brace for the worst

'Cause this is gonna hurt

I've only got myself to blame

Lord knows I had my chance

So I guess I'll let the "what if"s

Slip through my hands

'Cause I see that look

Dancing in his eyes

And I know he's gonna fall

It's just a matter of time

So I'll just keep playin' the good friend

And I'll brace for the worst

'Cause this is gonna hurt

I'll keep bein' his best friend

And I'll brace for the worst

'Cause this is gonna hurt